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I'm Joy Phillip, short for Joyce Anne Phillip. I am a Transsexual. I am a girl living my life in a male body, one that I hate. I've been trapped like this for the last 41 years (or more). I'm tired of this and this is my place to express myself, without him. I'm married to a wonderful woman, and here I post my thoughts, feelings, problems, issues and fantasies of life. One day, I hope to become the woman I always have been.

I'm intending for this blog to be a central repository of my stories. All the fiction I write of a sexual nature, be it TS, BDSM, Slash or what have you, I plan on putting here. I love comments and I love hearing if my work moved you. Constructive Criticism is also appreciated.

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 Need a Job?

May 5th, 2010 Joy 1 comment
Joy

United ENDA is making a call to EVERY GBLT person out there who is unemployed. They want you to go to your Congressperson’s office with your resume and to apply for a job.

Full details here.

I’m out of work, I’m transgendered, and I want a job. Honestly? I want to do this. But I am afraid. I know I don’t pass when I’m dressed, and I don’t have many work-appropriate clothes. I could do it.

I want to do it. I am terribly scared.

I don’t want to talk myself out of it, but then it’s one of those things that could be so easily ignored.

So scared.

Love Always...NOT my actual signature

 

 

 Cheerleader Wishlist

April 28th, 2010 Joy 2 comments
Joy

I’ve been dreaming and I came up with this uniform for me.

I was never a cheerleader when I was young, but I wanted to be. I’ve been looking around at a lot of places and just dreaming, and I decided to come up with a wishlist of my favorite pieces. If I ever get the money together I plan on getting this outfit. Total is $132.92, but the individual items are pretty reasonable.

The items below are on my personal Wish List at TeamExpress.com.

Click each item name link below to learn more:

Powerbows Large Two-Toned Plain Color Cheer Bow
1572PLN
$7.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Hind Team Women’s Hugger Track Brief
11160BLKM
MED
$29.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletic Adult Solid Stretch Cheer Shell
C105ROYXL
XLG
$18.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletic Adult Cheer Body Suit
C303BRBLXL
X-LARGE
$18.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletic Adult Multi-Pleated Cheer Skirt
C201MRBL/WHTXL
X-LARGE
$24.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletics Adult Midriff Cheer Top
C302MRBLXL
XL
$14.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletics Adult Cheer Brief
C300RBLXL
X-LARGE
$7.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Custom Cheer 3-Layer Texas Hair Bows
1588
$8.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Anyhow, just posting this for people to see, and wishing and dreaming.

Love Always...NOT my actual signature

 

 

 Saving Maria

April 22nd, 2010 Samantha Michelle No comments
Samantha Michelle

Dan & Maria were deeply in love and engaged to be married. Well, she was head over heels in love with him. He declared his love for her but it seemed only skin deep. Maria didn’t mind. At last she had someone who cared for her. Or, so she thought… Read more…

 Long time no write

April 18th, 2010 Joy 2 comments
Joy

Hello all,

Sorry it’s taken so long for me to get back here, but real life has intervened again and again. First there were all kinds of emergencies with our power and Internet, then HE decided to completely screw with his laptop and get Linux instead of Windows. That done, he had to spend time getting it all back to the same level of functionality as we had before.

But now that’s done and I can start writing again.

The muse has abandoned us, but we hope it will come back sometime soon.

Meanwhile, I found my perfect collar. http://cli.gs/GthEz It’s the perfect collar for me, so does anyone want to buy it for me? I plan on having it inscribed with my owner’s name, my name and title and the Slave Registry Number and bar-code. As soon as I have the money to buy it, I will apply for a slave registry number.

Then I want to get one of the medical chips and get all my medical records transfered to it, make sure it has a GPS tracker on it, and then my SRN and barcode and so on. Can’t WAIT for that. I will be truly owned by my Lady, and a happy little Maid.

Thank you for following me and reading here.

Love Always...NOT my actual signature

 

 

 Chapter 4

February 21st, 2010 Joy 1 comment
Joy

Mia and Angie cleaned up the mess the fashion show made in their room. Bags and tissue paper, boxes and tags were all combined into the smallest possible form and left near the indoor trashcan to be taken to the big cans tomorrow morning.

Angie looked truly happy helping Mia with putting away all the new clothes neatly. Mia was feeling a little guilty that she wasn’t able to take Angie with her. But the chance of discovery with Angie in the same room with her was dangerous enough; it would have been even higher on a “mall crawl” like Angie seemed to want them to do.
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 Maria & Her Lover

February 12th, 2010 Samantha Michelle 1 comment
Samantha Michelle

(This is the final part of the Maria Series)

A ChastiLock Story

Makoto cried for most of the morning. He couldn’t believe the offer that Maria had made as well as the fact that she was going to let him into her life. This was all beyond his wildest dreams.

Maria sat patiently with him the whole day.

“Haven’t you got somewhere to go?” he sobbed.

“I got fired remember!”
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