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 Victorian Finery

May 8th, 2010 Joy 2 comments

I’ve had this photo up on my desktop as a wallpaper for quite some time, but I don’t know where it came from.

My friend, Karen Anne Summerfield, sent it to me in a batch at one point, but didn’t include any additional information.

A Beautiful Victorian Gown

I figure it is a part of some photoshoot someplace, and if ANYONE who reads this knows where it came from, if you would please comment and let me know? Pretty please?

I’d so love to have this. I know it’s heavy and it is not practical for much. It’s probably a mourning suit. But it looks lovely.

In other news, Chaz Bono is finally officially a man. Don’t read the comments unless you like being pissed off.

 Need a Job?

May 5th, 2010 Joy 1 comment

United ENDA is making a call to EVERY GBLT person out there who is unemployed. They want you to go to your Congressperson’s office with your resume and to apply for a job.

Full details here.

I’m out of work, I’m transgendered, and I want a job. Honestly? I want to do this. But I am afraid. I know I don’t pass when I’m dressed, and I don’t have many work-appropriate clothes. I could do it.

I want to do it. I am terribly scared.

I don’t want to talk myself out of it, but then it’s one of those things that could be so easily ignored.

So scared.

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 Cheerleader Wishlist

April 28th, 2010 Joy 2 comments

I’ve been dreaming and I came up with this uniform for me.

I was never a cheerleader when I was young, but I wanted to be. I’ve been looking around at a lot of places and just dreaming, and I decided to come up with a wishlist of my favorite pieces. If I ever get the money together I plan on getting this outfit. Total is $132.92, but the individual items are pretty reasonable.

The items below are on my personal Wish List at TeamExpress.com.

Click each item name link below to learn more:

Powerbows Large Two-Toned Plain Color Cheer Bow
1572PLN
$7.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Hind Team Women’s Hugger Track Brief
11160BLKM
MED
$29.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletic Adult Solid Stretch Cheer Shell
C105ROYXL
XLG
$18.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletic Adult Cheer Body Suit
C303BRBLXL
X-LARGE
$18.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletic Adult Multi-Pleated Cheer Skirt
C201MRBL/WHTXL
X-LARGE
$24.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletics Adult Midriff Cheer Top
C302MRBLXL
XL
$14.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Alleson Athletics Adult Cheer Brief
C300RBLXL
X-LARGE
$7.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Custom Cheer 3-Layer Texas Hair Bows
1588
$8.99
Desired Quantity: 1

Anyhow, just posting this for people to see, and wishing and dreaming.

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 Saving Maria

April 22nd, 2010 Samantha Michelle No comments

Dan & Maria were deeply in love and engaged to be married. Well, she was head over heels in love with him. He declared his love for her but it seemed only skin deep. Maria didn’t mind. At last she had someone who cared for her. Or, so she thought… Read more…

 Long time no write

April 18th, 2010 Joy 2 comments

Hello all,

Sorry it’s taken so long for me to get back here, but real life has intervened again and again. First there were all kinds of emergencies with our power and Internet, then HE decided to completely screw with his laptop and get Linux instead of Windows. That done, he had to spend time getting it all back to the same level of functionality as we had before.

But now that’s done and I can start writing again.

The muse has abandoned us, but we hope it will come back sometime soon.

Meanwhile, I found my perfect collar. http://cli.gs/GthEz It’s the perfect collar for me, so does anyone want to buy it for me? I plan on having it inscribed with my owner’s name, my name and title and the Slave Registry Number and bar-code. As soon as I have the money to buy it, I will apply for a slave registry number.

Then I want to get one of the medical chips and get all my medical records transfered to it, make sure it has a GPS tracker on it, and then my SRN and barcode and so on. Can’t WAIT for that. I will be truly owned by my Lady, and a happy little Maid.

Thank you for following me and reading here.

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 Crystal’s and FictionMania

February 9th, 2010 Joy 6 comments

Okay, so it looks like things have come to an ending with both Crystal’s StorySite and FictionMania. Both have stopped accepting new submissions, and in some cases have turned off critical functions such as forum posting.

I have to say in some ways I’m relieved. People can calm down now and allow things to settle some. But it is up in the air as to whether Crystal’s StorySite will continue as it is. FictionMania has made their position clear (in their own way.)

For those of you who aren’t current on the flamewar, basically it comes to one person’s stories.

FictionMania has long had a reputation for being the toilet of TG fiction. They will take anything and post it as long as there is a passing reference to Transgenderism or Crossdressing. The story that started this was a story about an 8 year old who was in a dress and having sex with full grown adult males. Apparently in the story, the 8 year old enjoyed it.

The author has somewhat (backhandedly) apologized for starting this problem. Other authors attempted to convince Crystal to remove the story from her site since they didn’t want the reputation of StorySite being ruined by the inclusion of this kind of story. Some of the rallying cries were “let trash like this be in the trailerpark of FictionMania”.

As you might expect, this caused an uproar on both sites. Three days later, we have an admin of StorySite who had a nervous breakdown and couldn’t handle the pressure, turn off the server containing new stories and most of the critical update functions for StorySite, another site which basically says “I don’t care what is up here”.

I just saw “official” word from Crystal saying that she was appalled and not sure if StorySite would continue. Not by the story that started it all, mind you, but by the debate and flamewar that occurred on her site’s forum. The ability to post there has been turned off.

You can still see the stories there if you removed any reference to “two or 2″ from the URLs, but everything is several years old there. Some authors have requested for their stories to be removed from these sites, so that they are not associated with child pornography (which the originating story definitely is).

So now we have a few alternatives. Go to a pay site like TGFiction, stay with sites like BigCloset and TopShelf and Stardust, create your own archive of stories and post them all there. And this is a very sad state of affairs indeed.

I’m sad things have come to this. I’m sad that problems have caused this fracture. My offer to host stories for authors who are leaving those sites still stands. This will remain a free site. I will even build a new site, complete with URL to host others stories if there is enough call for this.

I’m not really happy about all this, but there’s not a lot I can do. I’ve made my opinion plain as I can, and I stand by it.

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